Today someone asked me if I'd had my baby. It was someone who might not have totally understood my full answer, so I didn't feel like it was worth elaborating on.
So I just said yes.
I had my baby.
It's the first time I've said that without adding, "...but she died."
It felt good. It didn't stop the tears in the bathroom afterwards, and it didn't put a cork in the jealousy and anguish I feel daily, but it still felt good to only have to say 'yes.'
I had my baby.
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